I draw for fun, because it relax myself... Than it becomes more intimate and i was hiding all my work, at this time i was build a entire world. A world i didnt expect to share... since a day come...|
I graduate from Sciences, Biology profil. Than, i realize that my imagination needed more, so i apply to art program: 2D Animation, i leard a lots of things in my 3 years! I makes friends too... i hope they are friends xD! It was a hard choice but necessary, I had almost complete the program, when i decide to quit. My decision wasn't because i couldnt did it. I stop because i was starting to hate the only thing who makes me feel free, happy and confidente. It wasnt the first time, i feel that way but this time was different, cus i stop before the feeling grow and makes damages.
One hard year past without i touch a pencil, but this year make me grow and makes me stronger because i learn from something else. I discover that my passion wasnt vanish as i was thinking. It start to burn again in me when i reconnect with myself. In this last year, i was missing my friend, my drawing but what i win was stronger and give me the taste to draw again. Maybe it will be just for me, for my friend or for someone i didnt know yet.
I learn a lot and i realize that i didnt say thanks to all of this great people who change my life just by staying next to me, or teaching me. I know that i'm a sensitive person but i hide it most of the time because i dont know how to express it properly so... maybe it seems like i didnt care, but isnt true, i just dont know how to show it, the words didnt come out so i stay silent, but i working on it so it change xD!!! Thanks to all my teacher and my Friends from 2D and 3D animation !!!
Now, i work hard. Drawing is still in my life but isnt my work, cus when i engage myself to learn it as a work my talent grow but my passion crash in pieces.
If someone reconize itself in my story, i want you to know: dont be ashame of the road you take or of the decision you taking, even if the entire world tells you you're making a mistake. The most important is that you need to love what you are doing, and Art need passion and show emotion to be beautiful. Timing isnt as we want it to be, but life is just a big mixte of timing, actions and coincidence; sometimes it let you to play with it sometime not.
Living in the present isnt that easy, it's take a lot of pratice...